tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14412544480509899032011-07-07T17:10:56.412-07:00halo..halo.. i'm new in here, so it's still empty. but later i'll fill it with more writing.. baca..baca..baca..karena blog ini penuh dengan hal-hal sangat penting yang akan menambah indahnya hidupmu, hahahai,,_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1441254448050989903.post-14113456551887620232010-08-08T04:39:00.001-07:002010-08-08T04:42:08.501-07:00Remember all the things we wanted<br />Now all our memories they're haunted<br />We were always meant to say goodbye<br /><br />Even with our fists held high<br />It never would've worked out right<br />We were never meant for do or die<br /><br />I didn't want us to burn out<br />I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop<br /><br />I want you to know that it doesn't matter<br />Where we take this road someone's gotta go<br />And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better<br />But I want you to move on so I'm already gone<br /><br />Looking at you makes it harder<br />But I know that you'll find another<br />That doesn't always make you want to cry<br /><br />Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in<br />Perfect couldn't keep this love alive<br />You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go<br /><br />I want you to know that it doesn't matter<br />Where we take this road someone's gotta go<br />And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better<br />But I want you to move on so I'm already gone<br /><br />I'm already gone, already gone<br />You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong<br />I'm already gone, already gone<br />There's no moving on so I'm already gone<br /><br />Already gone, already gone, already gone<br />Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah<br /><br />Remember all the things we wanted<br />Now all our memories they're haunted<br />We were always meant to say goodbye<br /><br />I want you to know that it doesn't matter<br />Where we take this road someone's gotta go<br />And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better<br />But I want you to move on so I'm already gone<br /><br />I'm already gone, already gone<br />You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong<br />I'm already gone, already gone<br />There's no moving on so I'm already gone<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1441254448050989903-1411345655188762023?l=gazhieme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1441254448050989903.post-58876698613760244092010-08-08T04:29:00.000-07:002010-08-08T04:30:42.281-07:00Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?<br />Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..<br />Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?<br />Why'd you turn away?<br />Here's what I have to say...<br /><br />I was left to cry there, waiting outside there<br />Grinnin' with a lost stare,<br />That's when I decided...<br /><br />Why should I care?<br />'Cause you weren't there when I was scared<br />I was so alone...<br />You, you need to listen!<br />I'm startin' to trip,<br />I'm losin' my grip<br />And I'm in this thing alone...<br /><br />Am I just some chick you placed beside you,<br />To take somebody's place?<br />When you turn around can you recognize my face..?<br />You used to love me, you used to hug me<br />But that wasn't the case,<br />Everything wasn't okay..<br /><br />I was left to cry there<br />Waiting outside there<br />Grinnin' with a lost stare,<br />thats when i decided...<br /><br />Why should I care?<br />'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,<br />I was so alone<br />You, you need to listen<br />I'm startin' to trip<br />I'm losin' my grip<br />And I'm in this thing alone<br /><br />Cryin' out loud<br />I'm cryin' out loud<br />Cryin' out loud<br />I'm cryin' out loud<br /><br />Open your eyes<br />Open up wide<br /><br />Why should I care<br />'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,<br />I was so alone<br /><br />Why should I care<br />'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,<br />I was so alone<br />Why should I care?<br />If you don't care, then I don't care<br />We're not going anywhere<br /><br />Why should I care?<br />'Cause you weren't there when I was scared<br />I was so alone<br />Why should I care?<br />If you don't care, then I don't care<br />We're not goin anywhere<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1441254448050989903-5887669861376024409?l=gazhieme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1441254448050989903.post-8906944089489728672009-04-13T16:30:00.000-07:002009-04-13T16:31:41.022-07:00hari ini baru saja kusadari, ternyata kehampaan ini menyiksaku<br />kosong, tanpa harapan<br />aku ingin menjerit, menangis, tapi suara dan air mata ini takkan berguna<br />aku tiba2 merasa bimbang di tengah perjuangan ini<br />perjuangan yang seharusnya membuatku berjuang untuk maju<br />tapi tidak, aku masih di sini<br />semuanya masih sama, bahkan semakin buruk<br /><br />aku tak pernah..sama sekali tak pernah meragukan jalanNya<br />aku tau Dia memberiku yang terbaik, seperti pintaku dalam sujudku<br />aku tau ini memang yang terbaik<br /><br />aku takut meyia-nyiakan amanahNya<br />gedung ini, buku-buku ini, otak ini, amanah dariNya<br />aku tak ingin menyia-nyiakannya<br /><br />hhhhh..entahlah, apa yang sedang kurasakan ini<br />aku hanya ingin bermimpi dan bangun dengan segala harapan yang telah kuwujudkan<br />aku ingin bermimpi..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1441254448050989903-890694408948972867?l=gazhieme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1441254448050989903.post-63696364640046068582009-04-06T15:47:00.000-07:002009-04-06T15:56:51.018-07:00dulu..aku berkata dengan heran:"kok ngunu we raiso toh?!"<br />sekarang..aku berkata dengan kagum:"kok iso to, aq radunk e?!"<br /><br />hmph..menyedihkan memang. aku tak tau apa yg salah dengan diriku, dengan semua ini,,<br />aku tetap bahagia, seperti dulu..<br />aku tetap makan 3x sehari, bahkan 4x atau kadang 5x,,<br />apa yang salah??<br /><br />aku tetap jarang dan malas belajar, seperti dulu..<br />tapi kenapa semua berubah sekarang?!!<br /><br />bingung!! apa yang harus ku ubah?!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1441254448050989903-6369636464004606858?l=gazhieme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1441254448050989903.post-65986905325095558362009-03-26T19:49:00.000-07:002009-03-26T20:01:15.245-07:00tangan ini masih meronta<br />menggeliat penuh rasa<br />yang diinginkannya cuma satu<br />satu saja..<br />sebuah hal kecil<br /><br />hati ini mulai bergejolak<br />menahan rasa itu<br />haruskah kulakukan sekarang??<br />hatiku bimbang penuh tanya<br /><br />rasa itu indah<br />rasa itu nikmat<br /><br />dan kini..<br />ingin itu mulai tak bisa kutahan<br />ketika lubang hitamku semakin penuh<br />semakin mengganggu indraku<br /><br />sekarang!!<br />ya, inilah saatnya<br />untuk<br />utik-utik upil,,<br />nikmaatt..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1441254448050989903-6598690532509555836?l=gazhieme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1441254448050989903.post-76881751631134098012009-03-26T04:36:00.000-07:002009-03-26T04:50:23.726-07:00apa yang sebenarnya terjadi??<br />aku bingung<br />mengapa sulit bagiku memahamimu<br />mencintaimu<br />membawamu ke dalam hidupku!!<br /><br />kau memang tak seperti yang lain<br />terlalu banyak hal yang tak ku mengerti darimu<br />bukan kejam, hanya aku terlalu tak paham<br /><br />galau hati ini memikirkanmu<br />dan kini, ketika semua telah terjadi<br />aku ingin merintih, ingin memaki<br />bukan dirimu<br />mungkin diriku<br /><br />mengapa??<br />oh..kalkulus!!!!!<br />kok koe angel bgd, huwaaaaa......, apem!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1441254448050989903-7688175163113409801?l=gazhieme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>_eLiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06566039942794981844noreply@blogger.com0